Aradia Megido (
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00:11 [ 4th wall day ]
there are a lot of people here today!
its probably not permanent but if anyone wants to visit me they can :)
actually i am not feeling very :) right now
i think i have made the right choice in not focusing on romance!
it is complicated
because its important
but because its important people get hurt over it
and it doesnt help that nobody knows what they feel
feelings are difficult to understand even if you understand everything else there is
so i dont have any creepy prophetic advice to give about it haha sorry
but i think probably
everyone will come out ok
either ok or dead which also fixes the problem
its probably not permanent but if anyone wants to visit me they can :)
actually i am not feeling very :) right now
i think i have made the right choice in not focusing on romance!
it is complicated
because its important
but because its important people get hurt over it
and it doesnt help that nobody knows what they feel
feelings are difficult to understand even if you understand everything else there is
so i dont have any creepy prophetic advice to give about it haha sorry
but i think probably
everyone will come out ok
either ok or dead which also fixes the problem
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or dont feel
im you remember
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this isnt the first time ive talked to my past self and i doubt very much it will be the last!
actually i know it will not be the last
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you should start looking forward to it
it will be the best thing that ever happened to you :)
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why didn't i take that advice y0u didn't actually give me, like, 2weep2 ag0?
being dead d0e2n't 20lve anything, th0ugh.
every0ne ju2t c0me2 back!
hey aa, 0n an0ther n0te.
did y0u like my tw0 thing?
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its okay though everyone has to learn for themselves
i dont always think people will take my advice but that doesnt mean they dont need to hear it!
your two thing?
well i thought your jokes were funny and i kind of miss it
because it was a part of you!
but i think youre happier not being in two halves so thats all right
although you wont be able to escape it entirely
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m02t 0f the time, i'm glad?
i maybe 2h0uldn't be talking t0 y0u ab0ut thi2, but if y0u're happy and i'm happy that'2 what'2 imp0rtant, right?
even if we made different ch0ice2.
i'll alway2 have my brain, th0ugh
i ju2t w0ndered if my duality 0b2e22i0n wa2 really 2tupid 0r n0t.
y0u mi22 it?
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because a lot of the time you have to do things that dont
or have to think about more important things and dont have time to make yourself happy
so people should take happiness where they can find it
does that answer your question :)
i dont think it was stupid!
but i think youre not the same person as you were in the past
it just depends on if its something you want to do
or something you feel you need to do
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i d0n't really kn0w what i want t0 d0, t0 be h0ne2t.
i'm 0kay with n0t being int0 duality, but 20metime2 i ju2t feel like thr0wing in a tw0 here and there 0r d0ubling 20mething unnece22arily.
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did nepeta pass on my message
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sorry
sometimes this place throws me a little out of whack
what with being technically out of the timeline and all
as for my quirk
i dont feel so hollow any more!
thats all
a lot of things happened
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it is literally life or death
i mean not any more because our planet exploded but still
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we humans only have the one and we still fuck it up
were not supposed to get this fourway bullshit it messes with our heads
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there was one here before
timelines really are a thing arent they
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Also hi Aradia!