00:11 [ 4th wall day ]

[aliveandticking]

there are a lot of people here today!
its probably not permanent but if anyone wants to visit me they can :)

actually i am not feeling very :) right now
i think i have made the right choice in not focusing on romance!
it is complicated
because its important
but because its important people get hurt over it
and it doesnt help that nobody knows what they feel
feelings are difficult to understand even if you understand everything else there is
so i dont have any creepy prophetic advice to give about it haha sorry

but i think probably
everyone will come out ok
either ok or dead which also fixes the problem

Comments

[thekidsare0kay]

y0u 2aid it dear g0d.
why didn't i take that advice y0u didn't actually give me, like, 2weep2 ag0?
being dead d0e2n't 20lve anything, th0ugh.
every0ne ju2t c0me2 back!

hey aa, 0n an0ther n0te.
did y0u like my tw0 thing?

[aliveandticking]

probably because youre sollux
its okay though everyone has to learn for themselves
i dont always think people will take my advice but that doesnt mean they dont need to hear it!

your two thing?
well i thought your jokes were funny and i kind of miss it
because it was a part of you!
but i think youre happier not being in two halves so thats all right
although you wont be able to escape it entirely

[thekidsare0kay]

yeah well, r0mance i2 g00d when it'2 w0rking, i think.
m02t 0f the time, i'm glad?
i maybe 2h0uldn't be talking t0 y0u ab0ut thi2, but if y0u're happy and i'm happy that'2 what'2 imp0rtant, right?
even if we made different ch0ice2.

i'll alway2 have my brain, th0ugh
i ju2t w0ndered if my duality 0b2e22i0n wa2 really 2tupid 0r n0t.
y0u mi22 it?

[aliveandticking]

i think people should do what makes them happy
because a lot of the time you have to do things that dont
or have to think about more important things and dont have time to make yourself happy
so people should take happiness where they can find it
does that answer your question :)

i dont think it was stupid!
but i think youre not the same person as you were in the past
it just depends on if its something you want to do
or something you feel you need to do

[thekidsare0kay]

yeah that maketh thenthe to me.

i d0n't really kn0w what i want t0 d0, t0 be h0ne2t.
i'm 0kay with n0t being int0 duality, but 20metime2 i ju2t feel like thr0wing in a tw0 here and there 0r d0ubling 20mething unnece22arily.

[aliveandticking]

then do it!
rules are made to be broken
who says you have to keep one quirk all the time
n0thing st0ps me fr0m feeling h0ll0w s0metimes but it doesnt happen very often any more thankfully

[thekidsare0kay]

well, 20 l0ng a2 it'2 n0t 2tupid.
i'll think about it, yeah.
i'm al20 glad y0u d0n't feel h0ll0w very 0ften n0w.

[aliveandticking]

Quirks don't define us, you know.
There's nothing stopping us from changing them whenever we feel like it!
haha that was hard
maybe my lusus had a point about kids these days not getting enough schoolfeeding

[thekidsare0kay]

w0w, capital2, huh?
that'2 edgey, aa, i'm n0t sure i can handle that.
bUt CaN yOu HaNdLe ThI2??

w0ah.
gamzee i2 fucking in2ane, that pr0ve2 it.

[aliveandticking]

lEt Me TrY
wow never mind
i dont think i want to try it any more
HOW 4BOUT TH1S no
haha i am glad my quirk is simple
i would never get any thoughts out if they took so long to type!

[thekidsare0kay]

1'VE D0NE T3R3Z1'2 B3F0R3.
but fuck it'2 hard tw0 keep it 2traight.
i think a l0t 0f it i2 practice, th0ugh.

[aliveandticking]

yes probably i still hit the 0 key on reflex from time to time
this is fun though
its like stepping into another trolls shoes

[thekidsare0kay]

it i2 kinda fun
im n0t abovve fuckin around wwith an0ther tr0ll'2 quirk ju2t f0r laugh2

[aliveandticking]

I WONDER IF TYPING LIKE THIS WILL MAKE ME FEEL ANGRIER

[thekidsare0kay]

DID IT W0RK?

[aliveandticking]

haha nope

[thekidsare0kay]

hahaha!
that wa2 fun.