00:11 [ 4th wall day ]

[aliveandticking]

there are a lot of people here today!
its probably not permanent but if anyone wants to visit me they can :)

actually i am not feeling very :) right now
i think i have made the right choice in not focusing on romance!
it is complicated
because its important
but because its important people get hurt over it
and it doesnt help that nobody knows what they feel
feelings are difficult to understand even if you understand everything else there is
so i dont have any creepy prophetic advice to give about it haha sorry

but i think probably
everyone will come out ok
either ok or dead which also fixes the problem

Comments

[hashrap]

no way thatd be stupid

[aliveandticking]

boys are always pretty stupid
its nothing to be ashamed of!

[hashrap]

i dont do jealous

[aliveandticking]

okay
do you do bothered

[hashrap]

no

[aliveandticking]

what do you do
besides cool

[hashrap]

dont do nothing but cool my swag is a thick impenetrable shell

[aliveandticking]

sometimes doing things other than cool comes in handy you know
i mean where would i be if i did nothing but mopey

[hashrap]

when do you do mopey

[aliveandticking]

i did nothing but mopey for a very long time!
mopey and gloomy
i pushed everyone away because i was so focused on doom and gloom!

[hashrap]

is that what you think im doing

[aliveandticking]

i think you dont want to push people away
but youre not sure you want them too close either

[hashrap]

ok
i dont think i think that

[aliveandticking]

then tell me what you think!
i may know the mysteries of time
but i am not infallible when it comes to people :)

[hashrap]

idk
maybe im not cut out for relationships or whatever
cant get my head around it dont know what to do etc etc

[aliveandticking]

to be honest
i think were all pretty bad at it
i think sometimes we forget that were not adults yet
and that we dont have to have all the answers
because were still figuring out the questions!
i messed things up too
and sometimes i still dont know what i want
but just because you cant get something correct right away doesnt mean youre not cut out for it

[hashrap]

just seems like a lot of hard work
aint like it is in the movies yknow

[aliveandticking]

you dont have to tell me twice

[hashrap]

false advertising

[aliveandticking]

oh well
ive always been the kind of person who likes to experience things first hand
instead of trying for what im told to expect

[hashrap]

speaking of unrealistic expectations we never watched indiana jones

[aliveandticking]

come over now!
we can watch them and i can tell you how close ive gotten to his adventures
it is pretty unrealistic but it sure is fun

[hashrap]

ok sure on my way

[aliveandticking]

i will have snacks ready!

[ and because she is made of time, by the time he gets upstairs she has a nice spread of... prawn cocktail chips, pickles, and olives. When troll palates meet human food some strange combinations occur, and aradia has found a taste for tangy pickled things ]

[hashrap]

[ and as soon as he walks in the door he can smell it and it's baaaad. ]

Probably should've brought my own snacks, huh.