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curse: blacker than dark

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sorry to anyone who wears a watch
ive hit a few people today already but just so you know
it seems that theres now a condition to be able to use my telekinesis
namely that i have to set a clock forward 6 hours and 12 minutes
its not really a problem because i dont use it very often these days
maybe the city thought it wasnt fair that i can do kind of a lot haha
oh well!
its kind of funny
i wonder if thats an important number

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fate doesnt work like that
i tried to fight it for a long time
but i was fighting the wrong thing
its a relief to not feel like that any more though let me tell you :)

You accepted it just like that? How can you...

no not at all!
i was really upset for a long time
and then i died
and then i learned a lot of things
im not the kind of person that accepts things just like that haha :)
except when i was rebelling by accepting them

Good- you should stay true to yourself! Don't listen to what other people tell you to do-- not if you don't like it.

but arent you telling me what to do ;)
just joking
sometimes you have to listen
but listening and doing isnt the same thing
even when i was alive i didnt feel alive
and i think it was because i thought that life wasnt fair
and the secret is
its not!
but its nothing personal

Whoa... you really are a god!

[HE IS SO BLOWN AWAY BY YOUR WISDOM THAT MAKES so much sense]

haha :)
i think this is just me
ive been through kind of a lot

This place probably doesn't help out all that much, either.

oh no
this place is nice!
its like a vacation
i was pretty busy leading up to the great undoing at home
here i can just spend time with friends in a normal way :)
rather than a them dreaming or being dead way

Edited 2011-10-27 12:25 (UTC)

I...feel really bad when you put it that way.

you dont have to
its what everything has been leading up to
my life especially
and i get to meet the humans! i was looking forward to that
except i already met them here haha

But- I think you should be allowed to be happy at home, too! And meet humans and eat cheeseburgers with them and sukiyaki with friends-- all at home. Alive!

well our universe was destroyed so theres not much chance of that!
what should be
and what is
dont really have anything to do with each other

But... we can at least try to make an effort at what should be.

[Des...tr oyed?!]

Uh, but, I guess that's also kind of hard when your universe is destroyed, huh.

kind of
dont feel sorry for us though!
that never got anyone anywhere

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