[Don't apologize, Aradia, it makes him feel bad. He squeezes her hands tightly]

I just...don't know what you want from me. You don't know what it was fucking... ugh... how do you think it felt like when the first time I talked to you after I blew up your hive, you were so cold and distant? Like you practically hated me, except you didn't even give enough of a shit to do that?

... I didn't know I'd killed you, too. I didn't know what you were going through, and I know it was way worse for you, but it still sucked for me, aa.